new ways for a heart to beat...

You let me violate you
You let me desecrate you
You let me penetrate you
You let me complicate you
(Help me...)
I broke apart my insides
(Help me...)
I've got no soul to sell
(Help me...)
The only thing that works for me
Help me get away from myself,

I wanna fuck you like an animal
I wanna feel you from the inside
I wanna fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to God

You can have my isolation
You can have the hate that it brings
You can have my absence of faith
You can have my everything

(Help me...)
You tear down my reason
(Help me...)
It's your sex I can smell
(Help me...)
You make me perfect
Help me become somebody else

I wanna fuck you like an animal
I wanna feel you from the inside
I wanna fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to God

Through every forest
Above the trees
Within my stomach
Scraped off my knees
I drink the honey, inside your hive...
You are the reason I stay alive...

song of memories..

Hello my friends, we met again,
I'm Spike, the soulless man,
I was born in night so long ago,
of cry, rain, blood and rape,
I didn't specs to be that way,
But some of us may not choose.
 
I find a lonely crying boy,
Who no ones understood,
Someone took his happiness,
And left him broke and cold.
 
He lied in ice, he fall to much,
I tried to pull him out,
I show him weapons, 
Teach him my rage,
But nothing was enough.
 
Someday he find someone to love,
A girl and friends, and he forgot.
But I know better, cause I was there,
The plots and treason comes,
And like before he broke again,
But much more deeply and hard, 
I tried to tell him but he didn't learn,
There is no one else to trust.
 
He left the battle, he left his love,
The poor boy needs to grow,
And just like that night
 when I was born,
This monster takes control.

back to the begining...

There`s nothing else to win or loose, no one else to fight for, no reason to continue.. but after all, I´m still here, I came from a land of gods and volcanos, a land of passion and pain.. I learn what I need to keep pushing, to keep fighting for a cause, now I dont obbey no lord, no law, not even a single rule, I´m excile from those I love, and with no honor to fight, I´m free, I´m a ronnin... I´m Spike